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Psalm 63:6 Meaning: I Meditate on You in the Night Watches

Your lips are moving.

You didn’t notice until a word came out loud enough for you to hear it. Fine. As in, Fine, if that’s how you want it. It’s tomorrow’s conversation with your sister, and you’ve been rehearsing it in the dark for forty minutes. Her line. Your answer. Her line again. Your answer, sharper.

The quilt is pulled up to your chin. Your hand is a fist under the pillow.

You’ve been told to meditate on God at night. You’ve tried. You shut your eyes and try to make your mind go quiet, and within a minute you’re back in the kitchen with your sister.

There’s a verse about exactly this bed. And one word in it shows you’re closer to doing it than you think.

The short answer: Psalm 63:6, “When I remember You on my bed, I meditate on You in the night watches,” means David turned his sleepless hours toward God instead of away from Him. The Hebrew word for “meditate,” hāgâ, has sound in it: to murmur, to talk under your breath. Biblical meditation isn’t an empty mind. It’s a low voice saying something true about God, and saying it again.

A Psalm From the Wilderness

Psalm 63 carries a heading that sets the scene: “A Psalm of David when he was in the wilderness of Judah.”

David wasn’t home. He was out in the dry country, and the psalm says so in its first verse, where his soul thirsts for God “In a dry and thirsty land Where there is no water.” (Psalm 63:1) Whatever he lay down on in that wilderness, it wasn’t his own bed in his own house.

And still, from there, he writes: “When I remember You on my bed, I meditate on You in the night watches.” (Psalm 63:6)

The night watches were the long divisions of the dark, and they have their own story in the night watches in the Bible. For now, notice the verb in the middle of the line.

A Word With Sound in It

“Meditate” is hāgâ, to murmur or meditate. And it isn’t a silent word.

Isaiah uses it for an animal: “As a lion roars, And a young lion over his prey” (Isaiah 31:4). The word under “roars” there is hāgâ, to murmur, the low growl of a lion standing over what it holds. The same verb shows up in the first psalm, where the blessed man’s “delight is in the law of the LORD, And in His law he meditates day and night.” (Psalm 1:2)

The lexicons give this word a range: to moan, growl, utter, speak, muse. Used of a person thinking, it’s talking to yourself, low, the way you’d go over a thing you won’t let go of.

So when David meditates on God in the night watches, picture a man lying out in that dry country with his lips moving. Not a blank mind. A mouth saying something about God, quietly, and then saying it again.

You can hear what he was saying in the next two verses. “Because You have been my help, Therefore in the shadow of Your wings I will rejoice.” (Psalm 63:7) “My soul follows close behind You; Your right hand upholds me.” (Psalm 63:8)

What You Can Stop Doing Tonight

Here is what is actually true. The meditation of the Psalms is not the absence of words. It’s the right words, said low and said again.

Which means you already know how to do it. You’ve been doing it for forty minutes. Your lips have been moving over your sister’s sentences the way a lion stands over what it caught.

So you can stop trying to empty your head. You were never asked to. You can’t make the words stop by force, and Scripture doesn’t tell you to try. Change what’s in them.

The Number Under His Breath

If I stop going over it, I’ll forget something. You’d never put it that way out loud. But your mouth keeps going back to the same figure, as if saying it one more time will hold it in place. He’s sixty-eight, a retired machinist, and since June his wife has lived in a memory-care home across town, and the monthly bill comes to more than his pension.

He sleeps on his own side of the bed and leaves hers made. His hand rests flat on her pillow.

At 1:50 his lips are moving. The pension figure. The bill. The difference. The pension figure.

He doesn’t hear himself doing it.

Say One Line Low

You may be the one whose lips are moving in the dark. Here’s the one thing to do.

Take one line from Psalm 63, verse 8 is a good one: My soul follows close behind You; Your right hand upholds me. Say it the way you’ve been saying the other thing. Low. Lips barely moving. Not to clear your mind, but to fill your mouth.

When the old words come back, and they will, don’t fight them. Just go back to the line, the way you’d find your place again on a page. Say it again. And again, if you need to, until you’re asleep.

That’s meditation. You’ve been practicing it all night.

I’ve heard you talking under your breath for an hour. Talk to Me like that. Say My name low. I hear the quiet ones too. I’m the hand holding you up.

You do not have to empty your mind to meet Him in the night. Fill your mouth with Him, and say it again.

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Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson. Used by permission. All rights reserved.